Kilig Moments

I have this ultimate crush in school which happened to be an instructor. A very decent and respectable man who would be serious and busy enough to notice me and I hate it.

You know how teachers are? Very workaholic I say. So truth be told, I do make crazy things to make him notice me every time I see him. I shout like an idiot whenever he would come across my way riding his motorcycle and I was like:

"Hello Sir, ang pogi mo talaga!"

Believe it or not, I enjoy what I'm doing and I am confident enough that he won't mind it  and besides, what I say is true (you know, people admit that he's really cute) and there's no harm with that. With the help of our Philippine Government Constitution, I learned that humans like me have so called" Freedom of Expression" and I use it, to the highest level as you can tell. hahaha.

But not until he saw me alone in the library reading a certain book. He simply said "hi" and I, alone in that room with him wanted to melt. I just smiled and pretended to continue reading. He came closer and my heart was in race especially when he initiated a conversation simply by asking  questions.

Him: Do you have any idea about variance?

Me: ahmmm..Yes sir, we studied it during our assessment 2.

Him: What about t- test?

ME: Yes Sir.

Him: Do you still have your notes?

Me: I'm not sure but I'll look into it.

Him: Oh.. thank you.

After that moment, he would smile often whenever I see him. In the faculty, canteen, along the way, anywhere! There was an instance when he was currently teaching his class and when I pass outside his door, he would pause and smile at me.

I started to behave. I never shout, nor yell at him just to get his attention. We started chatting in fb and he would always call me" madam". How odd right?  I learned a lot about his personal life, that he really wanted to be a soldier but his parents didn't permit him. That he was the only boy in their family and he was a little sporty. One time, when he saw Melvin and I playing table tennis in one of the rooms in school, he was tempted to play and borrowed the racket from Melvin and for the first time in forever, I had the chance to play ping pong with him in that very unexpected moment.

Well, if you would ask me what happened  in the game, I'll simply say " I made it easier for him". I thought he was an expert so I didn't gave him a single chance to smash the ball but he ended up throwing the white flag.  To be frank, I gave my best fight so he won't get bored with the play and indeed he
to be continued...